To meet your Twin Flame/Soul is a beautiful thing, only we don't realize how beautiful it is until they transition to the Other Side. That is when our heart awakens to the love that always was/is. To feel as if you are separated from your Twin that is when the transformation begins. That beautiful journey into your heart and soul. How do you even describe your pain and the love that you never even knew existed? I found it hard to until I had a message channeled from Sam to me by Jeanette St. Germain. He referred to me as his "Sweet Light" in the message. After receiving the message it was more than I could ever have imagined as he described our love in "Divine" detail. I was so taken with it I just could not believe it was true so I asked him to validate for me that he indeed sent me this message by letting me hear "Sweet Light" from anywhere I may hear it. In a day I got validation while listening to Courtney Long's Angelic weekly message. She said to let your sweet light shine. I burst straight into tears and thanked Sam from the bottom of my heart.
It was then I felt I had to share his message "to" me but for "all" who are in grief. I will let Sam explain the love that flows through our hearts and out to all we touch. " Oh my light what strides you have made, what challenges and obstacles of the heart have you braved! Sweet light, how I wish I could ride through these mountains and valleys , our hands entwined as completely as Our Heart. Do you not know that all you feel, I feel? Do you not know that there is never a moment that I am past or beyond your side? I am here, I am always here, I am forever PRESENT in the space that you are. Please know this, and take that truth upon you, within you, hold it safe inside Our Heart. There is a higher plan here, a higher call, and that is part of what we agreed to, for we knew going in it would be difficult, we knew that it would take us to the brink, to a complete breakdown of what we thought was real and true, but such is the light of our love, the strength and courage of the creation Source that literally flows through us and out to all we touch. We knew we could achieve the goals set forth to be of service, to assist, to welcome not only an awakening in our own hearts, but to be as an example to mankind, to all the souls who are lost and craving, but stuck in disbelief that this kind of love exists."
It was within these words that my soul started to understand that all the love that has awakened in my heart and all the pain that has ripped my soul in half was for a higher calling. He and I have a "Divine Mission" as all twin flames do. It is not just about Sheila losing Sam and going into grief! As Sam goes on to explain the Sheila and Sam aspect of it, I see it is much bigger than I ever imagined. Sam goes on to say that "Our time together was but one stitch in the fabric of the tapestry our love creates, one ripple among a vast sea of feeling and knowing. The awakening of love in you does not die, but shifts color and depth depending upon the light that is shone through it...our love just IS, a kind of state of Being, that you are now asked to share with others, in it many shades, tears and triumphs. The pain comes when there is resistance to the infinite nature of this love-this love is All and can be felt and seen and connected to in ALL things-the pain comes when the love is attached to a memory, or a belief that somehow the depth of what you may know or feel is somehow wrong or to be stifled. There is no wrong. There is no "getting over..." there is simple transformation, expansion, inviting your energy to flow, surrendering to it, whether it is happy or sad...flow is flow...this brings life and love and cannot be caged. When you allow the flow of the depths of your heart, you will emerge transformed, through love."
I share this in hopes that it may serve others as they process their grief. To give a new or different perspective on the vastness of the love that flows through us ALL from Source and out to everything on this planet. All in perfect harmony moved by the one eternal flow of love. It is when we resist it or attach that love to a memory that we cause ourselves pain instead of letting it "be" expand and grow out from our hearts and into the heart of another. Just let it flow and watch how love not only transforms you but all you touch. In love and light.
September 14, 2016
Hello, my name is Sheila Jenkins and I am the author of "The Day Before: Eternal Bonds into the Afterlife. I am the mother of two daughters and grandmother of five. I love music, dancing and lots of laughter. After working in the beautiful Shenandoah National Park for 35 years I decided to leave and I am currently a server at the Mimslyn Inn in Luray, Virginia. I worked in the Shenandoah National Park for 35 years where I met Sam and my journey began, which led me to write our story. I plan to continue on my journey and help others discover the divine love within and process their grief.