It was then I felt I had to share his message "to" me but for "all" who are in grief. I will let Sam explain the love that flows through our hearts and out to all we touch. " Oh my light what strides you have made, what challenges and obstacles of the heart have you braved! Sweet light, how I wish I could ride through these mountains and valleys , our hands entwined as completely as Our Heart. Do you not know that all you feel, I feel? Do you not know that there is never a moment that I am past or beyond your side? I am here, I am always here, I am forever PRESENT in the space that you are. Please know this, and take that truth upon you, within you, hold it safe inside Our Heart. There is a higher plan here, a higher call, and that is part of what we agreed to, for we knew going in it would be difficult, we knew that it would take us to the brink, to a complete breakdown of what we thought was real and true, but such is the light of our love, the strength and courage of the creation Source that literally flows through us and out to all we touch. We knew we could achieve the goals set forth to be of service, to assist, to welcome not only an awakening in our own hearts, but to be as an example to mankind, to all the souls who are lost and craving, but stuck in disbelief that this kind of love exists."

It was within these words that my soul started to understand that all the love that has awakened in my heart and all the pain that has ripped my soul in half was for a higher calling. He and I have a "Divine Mission" as all twin flames do. It is not just about Sheila losing Sam and going into grief! As Sam goes on to explain the Sheila and Sam aspect of it, I see it is much bigger than I ever imagined. Sam goes on to say that "Our time together was but one stitch in the fabric of the tapestry our love creates, one ripple among a vast sea of feeling and knowing. The awakening of love in you does not die, but shifts color and depth depending upon the light that is shone through it...our love just IS, a kind of state of Being, that you are now asked to share with others, in it many shades, tears and triumphs. The pain comes when there is resistance to the infinite nature of this love-this love is All and can be felt and seen and connected to in ALL things-the pain comes when the love is attached to a memory, or a belief that somehow the depth of what you may know or feel is somehow wrong or to be stifled. There is no wrong. There is no "getting over..." there is simple transformation, expansion, inviting your energy to flow, surrendering to it, whether it is happy or sad...flow is flow...this brings life and love and cannot be caged. When you allow the flow of the depths of your heart, you will emerge transformed, through love."

I share this in hopes that it may serve others as they process their grief. To give a new or different perspective on the vastness of the love that flows through us ALL from Source and out to everything on this planet. All in perfect harmony moved by the one eternal flow of love. It is when we resist it or attach that love to a memory that we cause ourselves pain instead of letting it "be" expand and grow out from our hearts and into the heart of another. Just let it flow and watch how love not only transforms you but all you touch. In love and light.

​​I think this is a powerful message and a reality check for me. He is right, as so many times my/our grief is for what "could have been" and I feel I will never have. I/we are now asked to step into a much deeper "Universal Love" based on faith since we cannot see them. They are still with us and we have to accept the responsibility that we indeed did chose this for our own growth and lessons we need to learn. We knew that our love would stand the test of a "perceived" separation and send us on a journey that moved us closer to who we really are. As Twin Flames/Souls our mission is not only to serve us but humanity itself as this is a Divine mission. If we stay stuck in 3D and only think of what could have been, instead of the bigger picture of what truly is, then we will have failed the test and more than likely will have to repeat it. I share this with you because ever since that message from Sam I truly am accepting this is our choice and our love is not gone but more powerful than I ever thought it was. I am doing my best to "face forward" and take his hand and walk with him as we both evolve together. 

I wanted to share this with all of you to let you know that if we do not accept responsibility in the life we chose with them including losing them then we become stuck. We will not go forward in our evolution and move into a much deeper part of ourselves/soul. I know  our loved ones our cheering us on saying "You can do this! It is far from over as love is eternal and we really are not separated at all. We had to know what it felt like to "feel" separated to grow. Our love for them will give us the will to keep moving forward into the 5D and not stay stuck in 3D at what could have been. There is so much more than we are being told and truly, I feel we all know that. We all know that our love is sacred and will propel us forward into higher aspects of self and closer to our beloveds and the Divine/Source.