Most spiritual people and/or articles close with the phrase "In Love and Light." I truly always wondered what "light" really meant. I I know since my awakening a lot of things have come to light that were in the darkness so I totally understand what "light" means now. We know that the opposite of light is dark or darkness. So now we must define darkness in order to figure out what "light" means. As it is used in this context we know it does not mean the time of day, shades or color so we must look elsewhere. In the word of God there are many passages where darkness signifies "falsities" and the light denotes 'truths." So it would be a fair to say when you read that closure, what you are reading is "In Love and Truth." It is the light, the truth, that is beginning to emerge out of the darkness, the falsities, that have been spread throughout our world, and trickled into our conscious and subconscious mind for many years now.
This is also known as the "thinning of the veil." I have to admit I never knew what that really meant either. Since Sam passed he has shown me exactly what it means. The veil has not just thinned but has dropped as human consciousness is now ready to receive the Divine in new ways. As we become more aware and expand our consciousness we are able to see through all the lies that have plagued human kind for eons. The truth that Sam has shown me is even though our body ceases to exist our consciousness never dies. We return back to our natural form when we go home. That we all are/were in the Heavenly Realm before coming to earth and we came to earth to learn and grow spiritually. We do this over and over for the evolution of our soul. Also it is our natural ability to use our sixth sense to communicate with our loved ones who have passed. They are more alive than we are and in a higher consciousness than we are. They occupy the the same space as we do but are on a different frequency than us. Much like tuning into a radio station.
There are many dimensions as we move through these levels of consciousness. I have heard there are twelve and then possibly some beyond that. We have been living here on earth in the 3rd dimension for far to long. As humanity raises their/our consciousness we will have anchored in the 4th dimension preparing for New Earth (the 5th dimension.) Everything is evolving (plant, animals, humans) as the light/truth is revealed after so many years of darkness. Humanity is now moving into the Golden Age where we will know just how magnificent we are and what we have always been capable of. We are great manifestors but we have forgotten and doubted our own magnificence because of the darkness/falsities. It is an exciting time to be on earth and each one of us has chosen to be here during this great awakening. Not all will participate in the awakening and that is their choice but have chosen a different time. Through my pain I have been able to step into many truths and join others as we ascend further into the light and away from the darkness. Eventually we all will live as one collective consciousness in the "truth" which to me is absolutely divine.
September 30th, 2016
To meet your Twin Flame/Soul is a beautiful thing, only we don't realize how beautiful it is until they transition to the Other Side. That is when our heart awakens to the love that always was/is. To feel as if you are separated from your Twin that is when the transformation begins. That beautiful journey into your heart and soul. How do you even describe your pain and the love that you never even knew existed? I found it hard to until I had a message channeled from Sam to me by Jeanette St. Germain. He referred to me as his "Sweet Light" in the message. After receiving the message it was more than I could ever have imagined as he described our love in "Divine" detail. I was so taken with it I just could not believe it was true so I asked him to validate for me that he indeed sent me this message by letting me hear "Sweet Light" from anywhere I may hear it. In a day I got validation while listening to Courtney Long's Angelic weekly message. She said to let your sweet light shine. I burst straight into tears and thanked Sam from the bottom of my heart.
It was then I felt I had to share his message "to" me but for "all" who are in grief. I will let Sam explain the love that flows through our hearts and out to all we touch. " Oh my light what strides you have made, what challenges and obstacles of the heart have you braved! Sweet light, how I wish I could ride through these mountains and valleys , our hands entwined as completely as Our Heart. Do you not know that all you feel, I feel? Do you not know that there is never a moment that I am past or beyond your side? I am here, I am always here, I am forever PRESENT in the space that you are. Please know this, and take that truth upon you, within you, hold it safe inside Our Heart. There is a higher plan here, a higher call, and that is part of what we agreed to, for we knew going in it would be difficult, we knew that it would take us to the brink, to a complete breakdown of what we thought was real and true, but such is the light of our love, the strength and courage of the creation Source that literally flows through us and out to all we touch. We knew we could achieve the goals set forth to be of service, to assist, to welcome not only an awakening in our own hearts, but to be as an example to mankind, to all the souls who are lost and craving, but stuck in disbelief that this kind of love exists."
It was within these words that my soul started to understand that all the love that has awakened in my heart and all the pain that has ripped my soul in half was for a higher calling. He and I have a "Divine Mission" as all twin flames do. It is not just about Sheila losing Sam and going into grief! As Sam goes on to explain the Sheila and Sam aspect of it, I see it is much bigger than I ever imagined. Sam goes on to say that "Our time together was but one stitch in the fabric of the tapestry our love creates, one ripple among a vast sea of feeling and knowing. The awakening of love in you does not die, but shifts color and depth depending upon the light that is shone through it...our love just IS, a kind of state of Being, that you are now asked to share with others, in it many shades, tears and triumphs. The pain comes when there is resistance to the infinite nature of this love-this love is All and can be felt and seen and connected to in ALL things-the pain comes when the love is attached to a memory, or a belief that somehow the depth of what you may know or feel is somehow wrong or to be stifled. There is no wrong. There is no "getting over..." there is simple transformation, expansion, inviting your energy to flow, surrendering to it, whether it is happy or sad...flow is flow...this brings life and love and cannot be caged. When you allow the flow of the depths of your heart, you will emerge transformed, through love."
I share this in hopes that it may serve others as they process their grief. To give a new or different perspective on the vastness of the love that flows through us ALL from Source and out to everything on this planet. All in perfect harmony moved by the one eternal flow of love. It is when we resist it or attach that love to a memory that we cause ourselves pain instead of letting it "be" expand and grow out from our hearts and into the heart of another. Just let it flow and watch how love not only transforms you but all you touch. In love and light.
September 14, 2016
I watched a video last night after watching Jimmy Fallon. As I watched it the tears just rolled as this is exactly as it all came down and how special Sam made me feel. Our love was so pure and deep for each other and as it says "At long last love has arrived, I thank God I'm alive." Those words hit home because I know it was Sam's love for me that gave him the strength to overcome a lot of his personal demons and step back into life. As you will see at the end of the video it ends with a kiss much like ours did and then he passed the next day after all that build up for two years of profound love we felt for one another. What I REALLY want to tell you is that Sam has asked me through an intuitive medium not to look "backwards" and to face forward with him. What he went on to say is he is continuing to evolve but I am looking backwards and it makes it hard for him to connect with me. He wants me to look forward so he can communicate with me more and grow along beside him.
I think this is a powerful message and a reality check for me. He is right, as so many times my/our grief is for what "could have been" and I feel I will never have. I/we are now asked to step into a much deeper "Universal Love" based on faith since we cannot see them. They are still with us and we have to accept the responsibility that we indeed did chose this for our own growth and lessons we need to learn. We knew that our love would stand the test of a "perceived" separation and send us on a journey that moved us closer to who we really are. As Twin Flames/Souls our mission is not only to serve us but humanity itself as this is a Divine mission. If we stay stuck in 3D and only think of what could have been, instead of the bigger picture of what truly is, then we will have failed the test and more than likely will have to repeat it. I share this with you because ever since that message from Sam I truly am accepting this is our choice and our love is not gone but more powerful than I ever thought it was. I am doing my best to "face forward" and take his hand and walk with him as we both evolve together.
I wanted to share this with all of you to let you know that if we do not accept responsibility in the life we chose with them including losing them then we become stuck. We will not go forward in our evolution and move into a much deeper part of ourselves/soul. I know our loved ones our cheering us on saying "You can do this! It is far from over as love is eternal and we really are not separated at all. We had to know what it felt like to "feel" separated to grow. Our love for them will give us the will to keep moving forward into the 5D and not stay stuck in 3D at what could have been. There is so much more than we are being told and truly, I feel we all know that. We all know that our love is sacred and will propel us forward into higher aspects of self and closer to our beloveds and the Divine/Source.
September 1, 2016
Hello, my name is Sheila Jenkins and I am the author of "The Day Before: Eternal Bonds into the Afterlife. I am the mother of two daughters and grandmother of five. I love music, dancing and lots of laughter. After working in the beautiful Shenandoah National Park for 35 years I decided to leave and I am currently a server at the Mimslyn Inn in Luray, Virginia. I worked in the Shenandoah National Park for 35 years where I met Sam and my journey began, which led me to write our story. I plan to continue on my journey and help others discover the divine love within and process their grief.